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A life coach once said to me

“Aleisha you are self sabotaging your own success and happiness…get over it,”

Yeah yeah, I know ‘life coach’ sounds wank but, I was in a rut and I needed a kick up the arse.

I like that a trained specialist used the term, ‘get over it’. It worked. I soon stopped being a negative Nelly and moved on. Well, this weekend I reverted a little to my self sabotaging ways, I  attempted to back peddle and I fear missed an opportunity. I don’t really want to get into what I did or didn’t do, or how I behaved but I will say I had one of those moments where I ran instead of sticking around and that isn’t much like me. As the cultured might say, C’est la vie. I say fuck it. Fuck it big time.

Anyway I shall move on……really I am annoyed with myself though.

Thanks to some nice networking and help from Mel and The Princess, tomorrow I am starting a 4 week contract working at a TV network. Freelancing is always risky, you never know when you are going to be offered a job but as luck had it I got a call after lunch on Friday offering me a gig starting Monday. Yay I shall be eating this week!

I have to find something that fits the corporate clothing style…. do you think Black Converse might be ok? Nah, I shall dress like a right proper lady.

I picked up the handbag on Saturday. It is lovely and the leather smells rich and wonderful. It’s already a bit dirty. Bum.

At the café with Princess Nicole I took it out of the special dust bag, some ladies stared at it,

“Get used to it babe, everyone will look at that bag, now we just need to get you some big sunglasses,” The Princess noted.

“Yeah, I might clear the monstrous debt of the credit card before buying a pair of glasses that shortly after purchasing, I will loose or sit on them in an unfortunate circumstance,”

“Babe it’s all about the look, the boys will come flocking,” she points at the bag.

“Yeah babe, whatever, I’m over it” I said all mopey like.

“Leish babe, that’s pathetic, that bag will get you a shag,”

 
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